Thursday, 23 August 2012

The day before Prelims

Yes, my preliminary exams starts tmr.. And I am not confident of doing well at all. Tmr is my GP paper and as I was revising, I feel that I am so unequipped with the contents required. AQ is one, the passage could come out on anything! It is so difficult to come up with examples to support your argument. Then there is the paper one. You have to have a balanced argument, with preferably 3 examples for each point. Arghhhhhh!! its so stressful!

My wish is to enter the exam hall during Alevels and feel so confident and equipped with all the knowledge that I need! JYJYJYJY to myself and whoever is reading my blog!

Friday, 17 August 2012

I'M EIGHTEEN

Yesterday was my birthday! hahah so saddening it just past about 1 hour ago. I had a great birthday! :) I 
-received many well wishes
-got chocolates from my class girls 
-got a 100 plus treat from Chen Jin 
-got raped by class boys ( I don't ever wanna rape anyone its such a horrible experience! )
-had cup cakes from Ivanka
-ate with Jing Yu and Ivanka at a Japanese restaurant
-met up with Zuo Hong and Roy!
-Mum gave me ang bao and a present!
So THANKS everyone who made my birthday a wonderful one! :) And I'm expecting to receive a nice card from SOMEONE who forgot to bring, and I'm going out with my friend later today! alright! woo. Looking forward manz! 
Thanks again bye! ^^v 

Saturday, 11 August 2012

StudyStudyStudy

I suddenly feel inspired to post after reading Paul Tan's tweet. 'I get bored sometimes doing JJ physics prelim paper. Haish'. I don't know whether he meant that its just boring and tiring to do these papers, or that its too easy. But I think he meant the latter, cuz Paul's really smart. So after reading his post, I was thinking, these are the people that I am competing against in the Alvls. My aim for Alvls is to get all As! maybe except for GP, but at least a B for GP. But its really difficult to achieve that. I have gone through around 14 years of education, and now, NOW is really the crucial period, as it will determine the course that I will get into in the University. Amidst this time of stress, I sometimes feel discouraged. It was just only where I felt that way, as I was doing a chemistry MCQ quiz and I had SO MUCH trouble doing it. How am I supposed to get A this way! Plus I have been getting U grade for econs, and I did not do as well as I expected for physics. Sometimes I feel compelled to work really hard, but there is really so much to study and sometimes I feel like just giving up, or just doing the minimum. 



I just watched this video. And I find this person really amazing.. and insane. Seriously its SO DANGEROUS! my goodness!. Hahah. But its quite inspirational. After studying for so long, doing so many tutorials and practices, I should not just let go, but instead, continue to give my best shot at it. There is really not much time left to the Alvls and I should really maximize my time. 

Anyways I might be a little too greedy in wanting all As. I'm pretty interested in psychology and I think it requires a good grade for GP, and perhaps not so much on the content subjects, but getting good grades will give me more choices! But then, my good grades will be the expense of others good grades... hmm.

Ohh, Ryan introduced me to a v v nice song. :D

Hi~ girl you just caught my eye.

Byezz!

Friday, 27 July 2012

TGIF

Thank God Its Friday! yeaaaa really want to thank God for the awesome Fridays. My class ends at 12.30 on Fridays, so after school, many of my classmates will go to play frisbee! Most of the time I will join my classmates for frisbee, but because I'm in floorball for the tournament during PE lessons, I would go to play floorball if there are sticks, balls and people available. Its really awesome because we can finally take a break from the tiring and hectic Monday-Thursday, where there are extra lessons/lectures/quizzes/tests, and let ourselves loose on the field!


Today, I went to watch a classical guitar concert held in LT2 in school. I guess I don't really appreciate classical music, honestly I was a little bored, though they played really well. 


Thereafter, I would head back home to bathe and slack for a little while before heading for dinner and tuition! Tuition is great too! Its kinda like a bonding time with Jingyu and Ivanka as we head for dinner together and after tuition, sometimes we would just walk around and .. yea! its great. I hope that the econs tuition that I'm having now will benefit me! Well, I think that its beneficial.. but the results aren't showing in my CT2. I got an U grade, so its kinda sad. Hahah i still thought that I would get around a D grade. :(. NVM I believe that the tuition will help.


Anyways, heres a video that Ivanka showed us. You might want to put on a eye piece to listen to it cuz it may be more funny. HAHA.  





AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHH

BYE!

Tuesday, 24 July 2012

GOD IS GREAT

God is really awesome and great. What a loving and faithful God I have, for when I was at my lowest, when I felt so insignificant and depressed, God comforted me. He picked me up and I could walk again. I was in tears and He made me smile again. I just want to give thanks to God and never forget about the close encounters that I had with Him.


Last Sunday, God has revealed Himself to me again. During youth service, the main message that pastor Calvin shared was about giving our lives completely to God. So nearing the end of the service, a guitarist led us to sing The Stand by Hillsong United. As the music was being played and we were all singing, I could really feel the presence of the Holy Spirit in the room and it was so strong and abundant that everyone in the room were really worshiping and praising the Lord. Then pastor Calvin told us that if anyone wanted to come up to front to be prayed for we could do so. Usually, a typical Jeremy would just stay at his seat. But this time, the prompting was so strong, after a while, i went up to the front. As I was being prayed for, the Holy Spirit filled me and the presence of the Holy Spirit was so strong and powerful. I couldn't control all the tears and the liquid flowing out of my eyes and nose. They just flowed out and I was weeping so badly. God has touched me really deeply. 


This is really an experience I do not want to ever forget. 



Another great song :) - Unending Love

Saturday, 21 July 2012

BLOGGER

WHY IN THE WORLD WOULD I CREATE A BLOG?!
Let me give you some reasons why i wouldn't create a blog.
1. Its troublesome to create an account.
2. Its difficult to think of the blog name.
3. It requires a lot of time and effort to post regularly so as to keep your blog alive.
4. You are letting everyone into your life. (I'm not comfortable telling strangers about my inner most feelings.)
5. Stalkers.


Aside from that, there are many other reasons why i want to create a blog. I feel that it is quite interesting to have a blog, a platform where you can pen down, or rather type down you thoughts. Being a person who do not express myself really well, words written out will be able to convey my feelings and messages better. The blog serves as a place where precious memories can be stored too. As years will pass and people come and go, I can look back at my life and see how I was back then, how much fun I had, or what sorrow I had conquered and overcame. 
















Of course! I would probably never really want to create a blog if not for my friends who have blogs too. And as Someone told me that 'Blog is a space where you can pen down your memories or your thoughts. Its better than twitter or facebook cause it doesn't appear in things like newsfeed. So only those who matter reads them and those who matter are usually our good and close friends!', I guess its okay to post some of my more personal feelings here yea?! Hahaha anyways it wasn't that troublesome to create an account, but the blog name was a little more difficult! But with the help of a name generator, I managed to get some ideas! http://www.nameboy.com/index.php? . You have to type one or two keywords and the website will generate some names and that is how I came up with musicmilktea lol! 


Anyways, Alevels is coming and I don't know if I will be able to post things here frequently. This is the time to really MUG HARD! JIAYOUS everyone who is taking Alevels too! :D
lameeeeeeeee
Alright bye!